Just having a hard time for some reason tonight. I'm not where I want to be in my life right now. I feel so alone. The friends I have are far away and Mike still doesn't know how much I want to be with him..not that it matters anymore. Everyone I love just goes away...just give him time and I'm guessing Mike will. I mean damnit seriously..you just don't even know. Someone I care so much about, but we know so little about each other. Its like we pretend to know each other..I guess thats all i have to say about that.. im done-done with it all-the whole thing