I'm moving in w/my new roomie after break.:-) I miss him-yep I do I'll admit it-maybe I shouldn't miss him-but I dont care what I should/n't do. He challenged me and made me feel like a good person. He made my heart smile and my soul happy-but it doesnt matter bc its a one way street now. Work is more important..and for the first time ever...well it doesnt matter because I still love him-and in the way that never ends and has no distance. Because longing we say, because desire is full of endless distance. I can/will smile and act like that feeling is not still there. enough about boys-ok hw now