I left Maine for Wheaton yet again Friday afternoon. Things between my mom and me have been rocky--I guess its good that I'm out of the house for the summer. I'm getting tired of hating my dad. It's taking so much out of me that I just want things to get better so I can focus on things I need to instead of trying to be angry at my dad all the time. Ron and I seem to be doing ok. I got upset last night and I felt bad because I thought I made Ron angry at me and messed things up between him and I. I care about him so much and I want to make him happy --just like how he makes me happy. I guess thats all I have to say about that for right now--I'll leave the rest of my hand-written journal.