Crap.

It's been too long. And it's my fault. I would check out sitD and not do anything about it.

So a lot has happened, and when I say, "a lot", I mean it.

Nina and I aren't friends anymore and I think it's for the best. I didn't want to be brought down by her. It was too much and she was being irrational about everything. I'm going to hang out with whoever I want to. And I'm not going to let anyone stop me. I would know if I'm doing something wrong. I have enough sense to stop. But I'm not going to let her judgement and mistake ruin my friendship with people she herself introduced me to. I'm not going to follow her.

Cameron, Alisa, Paul and Joey are four of the best people to be with. I've never felt more at ease.I've been with them almost every day of this summer. And I'm so glad I have been. When we all talk, we're thoughtful. When we play, we're fair. When we joke, it's out of love.

And then there's the boy. It's been months and he won't leave my mind. I've tried so hard to get him to notice me without doing anything out of line. But nothing. I don't get it. Right now I'm just going with whatever hits me without falling.

My parents and I haven't been on a wonderful level. Mostly my dad and me. Can't stand his actions. Can't stand him. Mom's been okay.

I'm planning on taking a trip down to Columbia to see my cousins and a few other friends. It has to happen.

No, I haven't kept up with watching the FIFA World Cup, I just looked on everyone's Facebook status. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to, but when your father is going to sit there and yell obscene words at the TV when it's not necessary, you wouldn't want to sit near him.

This is good enough for an update right? Right.

I'll update later.