My dearest friend, Where are you? I am here suffering, yet you aren't here. Why did I leave you? Why aren't you looking for me? Are you even there any more? I need you in my life. I want to know that when I do something you are there pushing me through. Take me back to that place where I belong. I want to feel you breathe. I want you. I need you. I need you... More and more with each day. I don't want to be me. I don't want to see the things I see. I don't need that. Come and take me away. I want to know who you are. Who the great I am is... I want to know you again. Take me back to how I was. I was so in toon with you. You were my inspiration and now you are nothing. The wind. But you see I love you. You need to be my everything. You were my every thing. Please, please come back and save me. Save me oh Great merciful god I love you...