Why do you do this to me? Why do you always have to put me on the spot? I dont give a damn about what people think of me! Being friends with me for three years you should know that! But you dont. I live in a world of control. You know that. But still you try to control me. You tell me who I should and most of all shouldnt be friends with. You tell me not to even bother. You tell me that I am a retard for doing what I do. But you know what its all fun and games. I really do like Lacey. And that upsets you. Some people have told me in the past that you kinda treat our friendship like we are dating. Now you listen to me! You are one of my best friends. Basically a sister to me. Thats it. So the reason I am thinking that you are upset by that is because you like me... I dont know if thats true or not. But thats what I am seeing. So correct me if I am wrong. And truthfully I kinda knew in the back of my mind the apartment thing wouldnt work out anyway but it was kinda nice to think about. But Anyhoo... I lost my train of thought so i might just come back and edit this later