I went through my things today and it wasnt hard. I have like one pair of jeans and 4 shirts. one pair of shoes and a coat. I am poor and live in a small one bedroom apartment I work overnights 6 to 6. and I work too much. I wish I could just be a kid again. When nothing i did had consequences. I just want to get fucked up and not care who knows I wanna be at the bar and just drink with my friends. I wish I didnt waste my childhood. fuck this sucks. I owe 8 grand to people that want to just come and break my legs. fuck i want to run away and just curl up with a bottle and die. Fuck this. I miss everything. I hate the shit i got my self into.