Today was a repeat of march three years ago. The only difference was the guy. It was the same "I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I'm just not happy anymore and neither are you. I want you to be happy." But its a lie. Just like it was a lie three years ago. I am happy. This isn't about making me happy. This is about making him happy. I'm boring. I'm emotional. I'm clingy. Whatever. I'm not good enough. And he left me on my bed crying. Just like before. He walked out and he isn't coming back. Before, I always thought he was going to come back. I knew he was, but he didn't. Now, I hope with all my heart that he comes back, but something deep inside tells me that he isn't. I wish I knew how to fix myself. I'd do anything to get him back...

Wow been some time since ive been here. im amazed peoplle still write on here. im not amazed tho by people blocking me . oh the shame. well sitdiary ive missed you and im back so fuck you.!