I am not apologizing to you. If you want space from him tell him. Tell him you need your own time to do your own things. And you are totally different. Ever since you started going out with Jesse you have become meaner and just not the same Sam that I have grown to love. You aren't bubbly you are just a rock. And I hate that. Sometimes when you make fun of me its ok. I am in the mood.But then other times when the two of you are together it just gets over whelming and I can't stand it and then Yeah I'll admit it. I flipp out. And I can't help it. I am sorry. But I have always been this way. I don't really know why you think that I don't try to make time for you. Cuz I don't just sit inside and play games. I enjoy it. I do enjoy shooting up other people after a long day. But that isn't all I do and you know it. I don't want our friendship to end. But I have nothing to apologize to you for. I want to hang out with you. Just you. So on friday do you want to go get our books. We can go for a walk before hand and jsut chill.and talk and I want you to pour your problems you have into me. Like we have done so many other times. And thats another thing. I somedays feel like you don't need me. Because you can jsut tell jesse everything. But That must not be the case. but anyway let me know about friday. I still love ya sam. like a sister. you know it.