This is such a fucked up place. Geez mother F-in Chrit... So yeah what the hell to do? I have been playing outside some with sam and jesse and josh and joe and laura and phil. and its fun for awhile and then sam and jesse start getting "distracted" by each other and then laura and josh start doing shiv too. And then me and joe beat up phil. who then goes and cries in his van. And then me and joe stomp. Which is fun. BUt yeah... I haven't talked to you in awhile. I kinda miss it. But if you don't then whatev. You kinda only talk to me when you want shit...But I guess I should get used to that. You are kind of pissing me off. Alot... Cuz you are always with him and I am jealous of the amount of alone time he gets to spend with you and the lack of time I get to even talk to you. Yeah I know we text which is cool and all but it is totally different then if it was in person. And I kinda was hoping to talk to you about some shit relating to me. But nevermind... I don't care what you do... Your cool and you make me smile. And I don't know what you want me to do to show you I care, but if you come up with something tell me. Phil Cry some more in your van. Jeff, figure out what the hell you are going to do with your life! Right now You just suck. You don't know what you want! You don't have any idea what is gonna happen to you. Goddammit Jeff your life goal right now is to live until you are 24. Geez man pull yourself together. Fuck!...