Hey... this is an update. I wasnt' really sure what to say. I know that this is gonna sound incredably lame but ok... There is a video game out that requires you to scale huge buildings. One slip and you would fall seven stories, and undoubtably die. After you scale these buildings the game puts out this little ledge for you and you jump from it. You leap of this ledge with faith that that wagon of straw is below you and will break your fall. Some times life is like that. We have to master unthinkable things only to be sitting on that ledge. So after you have spent so long climbing up, do you really want to risk it. I am not saying life is about risks. I am saying that if you aren't willing to take the leap... Then why bother climbing the building in the first place?