a mistake

by ritadiary
Listening to: curl up and die
Feeling: abused
im in a pretty good mood... ended up going stagg for winter formal. everyone is!! so i dont feel bad at all looking forward to the weekend! and have my head held up! thers just one thing... this thing has been bugging me for months... i dont know how to say it or who to say it too.. iv tried to tell my last boyfriend but just cant seem too.. snd the longer i hold it in the harder it is for me to sleep at night.. its really strange.. ill be all fine and then at night it comes back.. err im ganna stop becuase people will think im crazzy lol i also miss someone really bad.. and if i could rewind time i would stay with him. hes soo great.. i ruin everything.. but im not ganna try to let anything get to me did i ever mention how much i love music lalala alright i think im done heart rita
Read 24 comments
rita your beautiful.

ill run away with you anyday.

where we goin?
[Anonymous]
curl up and die?

ur my dream girl.

did u know that?
[Anonymous]
Whats Left Of The Flag, i;m guessing thats The Flogging Molly song your thinking of...such a great song about how the ENGLISH SUCK
[Anonymous]
AWW REALLY? THATS SUPER GOOD TO KNOW CUS I WOULDNT WANT TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD!!LOL!! BUT YEAH THANKS FOR THE COMMENT!! I LIKE YOU POP UP!!!
XOXO
[Anonymous]
music kicks ass! lol hey what's up?
[Anonymous]
hey rita
sorry about you having that splinter in you mind that you cant get out!!! i totally now how that feels like!!! it sucks for ages!!! and wouldnt a time machine be like the greatest xmas prestent..so you can change you mistakes?ne way thank you soo much for tying to help, i just thought they would nice touches... and on the ps did you say that i should change my password?well only a few knw it and i trust them so hopefully ur 1 of thm!lol
[Anonymous]
well, pretty good news with him and the other chick. they changed the weekend plans to a day when she couldnt go, so im happy. :D hopefully that will be the end of the shit with her... if not FIGHT! lol j/k... *k
[Anonymous]
RITA IS the cOolest!!!!!! hey good luck also with your guy situation, don't let the winners pass you by- definitely go bacck for it if you think it's going to make you happy. sorry if this doesn't makes sense- i'm a lil intoxicated. LOVE YOU, chad
You can't rape the willing.
[Anonymous]
You can't rape the willing.
[Anonymous]
rita! small world. did gravender make a laurel voo doo doll while i was gone?
love, laurel
anything for you rita.

ill take you anywhere you want.

heart.
[Anonymous]
Hey, kick ass diary, how do you do the pop up thingy in the beginning?
[Anonymous]
omg rita-
you look like a hott ass slut in that pimp ass ride.i wanna SEX you soooo hard,but after brea and the show of course.<3 yo #1 STUNNA -bijon
[Anonymous]
aww yay!
i do feel special!!

i love you too!

its weird we've become friends through our sit diaries..haha.

im glad you like your new name..ritatata
:)
[Anonymous]
rita why are you better then me
_justin
[Anonymous]
hey, how did u get invisible side panels?! I really would liek to know! Please help me! Well, CUTE diary!! :) Post me a comment if you can help me. THANX!

~*Carissa*~

PS~ Oh yeah! ANd how about the words on the cursor? That is way cool!
[Anonymous]
Aww dont be sorry thank you so much for the help though :)
[Anonymous]
ahh you should tell someone whats bugging you or its going to eat at you! yumm yumm!

don't regret anything cuz you can't change what has happened. but hey maybe you'll get back together with this guy...or maybe you'll find an even BETTER guy! oOo!

bye bye ritatata
haha thats your new name.
or is it too lame for you?
[Anonymous]
it's not working :(
[Anonymous]
thanks, but where do i write that?
[Anonymous]
thanks for the encouragement
"GET PIERCED, its the thing to do"
my new line (above)
[Anonymous]
alright, well thanks anyways :)
[Anonymous]
ha thanks, no ones ever said my writing is rad. thats awesome. i know...id rewind to moments and make them last forever if i could too.
[Anonymous]