well when i think its the end i end up findig hope.. but then again distance is a bitch.. only ryan would understand lol.. hes such a great guy. personalty? cant ask for better. and he talks to me so nicely i would show you but it would be along entry so basicly im waiting till summer to see him. yes thats a while but he makes me happy.... anyways other then that merry christmas and happy new years!! talk to you next year( thats cool how we could say that)