ralphie is here. hes such a funny guy!!! but he likes to give me a hard time. its nice having him around. its his first time in california. the next time ill see him is in new york for easter =) i love his french christams is comming up and iall i want for christams is youuuuuuuuuuui really missed chad these last few days. we havnt talked as much as we use to. its been a bussy week. i miss him and im glad that he still willing to hold on. i am ever so lucky to have him thank you. i love you. i had surgery a while ago, i am still dizzy from the meds.but my freinds know how to cheer me up. i love them i watched garden state and it really mad me miss you so much. its like exactly whats going on with me and chad. i really hope i am saving him even though i wish i can do more. i will soon. ill be there everyone take care and have an awesome christmas and a kick ass new years mistle toe and new years kiss.. oh please be there for it <3