dont even know where to begin... first off i love bijon! (thankyou for last night) last night was very hard for me. i lost a really good freind of mine because i know notice you cant trust ANYONE and i learned it the hard way... i felt like i gave my heart out and he just stepped on it and whats even worst is hes moving on my best freind.. he was the only person i would talk too. he knew me better then i knew myself.. he had it all . i broke in two over him. and now im just left here.. hopeing to get this all out of my head. IT WASNT WORTH THE SORROW and lets just say bijon knows how to make me feel better after all those tears. i know ill get throught this.. ill be fine.. ill be just fine if you're gonna rip my heart out could u use a knife thats dull and rust in color there will be no way that u can cover its hard i know and if i get a little blood on you finally the world will know you're guilty of taking everything youve gotten from me no heart and jackie-- dont worry he will burn in hell for what he did to you.. no one messes with you!! i will do my best to make his life hell lol i heart you and your the best freind EVER