my bottle has gone empty i feel like everything in me is done, no more to see or taste. im so sick of feeling the way i do. and im just so tierd of waiting for things to get better. and i just wish she/he would understand. i hate the feeling of being lonley. no one notices and no one cares, and if i had the guts to put this to your head would it even matter if your already dead before i shoot this triger im ganna say all that i have left. i didnt see jackie this week and thats probably why i feel like shit, she always makes me happy and im so glad were freinds! ATTENTION JACKIE MINITI GOT A SIT DIARY!!!! SIT NAME IS acalmgoodbye GO THERE!! i was up all night because i couldnt fall asleep last niht with alot on my mind ( i hate that) i wrote a good poem, i would share it but its too emo lol and i think my entrys are bad enough. i dont want everyone who doesnt know me to think im this loser who cry and sits on a corner .. my problem actually is that i hide it too much and at the end it builds up and you cant take anymore.. but im sure its the end of it.. im letting it all out hopefully this time im end it for good=) i have picturs of bijon and my way hot friend mia but they wont load.. (later maybe) goodnight rita