so its been the one month. the news is so hard to take in. i understand, maybe not as much as you do. but enought to know it hurts and is a bad situation that no one would ever want to be in. I care so much about you and sometimes i would like to talk to you to help you get throught it all. but you make it hard. maybe im being selfish. your hurt and dont want to do with anyone. but i need something to refer to. i need... you