it seems like everything i get a hold of or i truly need in life dosent last long with me. whats next?? couldnt sleep last ngiht. too bussy thinking of the obviouse and how im use to talking so late to him. it wasnt the same. not only am i attached but my body is too. its a routine i adore and not planning on changing. i need to be more responisible and totday i took the first step. i went and talked to my counsler. i have good grades now but before i was such a slaker and never did my homework. so i am enrolled to night class and summer school. and i am also taking sat classes. i have to squeeze that in with work and school and time to do my actual homework. im fucked.. but anything to get me to a 4 year and far away from home me and laurel are off to chico baby.