right then it all came crashing down on me. i knew what had to be done. your smile and laughter is the only thing i am waiting for and the only thing. i hope it is worth the wait, its the only thought i ave forfilled. i know it will becasuue your the only ting thhat means soo much to me. in a room filled with people, i seemed to be having the best night since awhile, but i still caughht myslef silent at moments. thinking... when you called and i heard your voice throught the phone, while you were up playing your song. you sounded so goood, even through the bad connection. i coudlnt make it out in words, the feeliing i got. i knew i shuould have been there to see it all. and i know that there is no way in hell i would give up.