It is sad how parting is such sweet sorrow. Honestly, I wish it didn't hurt to say goodbye... I wish I was incapable of being hurt or having feelings. I've been trying to pretend that everything is okay, and honestly, this is the hardest i've tried since, well, ever, because I am a gigantic attention whore. I: am attention-craved (ex. crying) am a liar (ex. well, little things) am abused/abuse people (Maria, Sarah) take advantage of everything (death) complain far too much (if you know me you know this) constantly overreact. (as above) am mentally unstable (see: current mood) am incompitent for the world around me. (ex. math, my awesome friends.) should die. (ex. would get rid of all above problems exept for mental unstability, proving death.) It's just another day Just another tear Just another strain Adding to the fear Fear of rejection Exessive delusion Misuse of beauty Fatal confusion Poison made pretty Theft made petty Broken hearted, outsmarted, and left alone to brave the world.