"Dana : The female friend of mine that I tend to care about the most at this time in my life. a good friend, sweet, close...And has an effect on me that not many people can do. my red headed pseudo-goth danakins, Because everything to me is pseudo now." Now tell me, why would you ruin such a beautiful sentence with pseudo goth? If you think im so pseudo wouldn't you just not say anything? *sigh* My turn. John: A very sweet individual who makes me giggle and speak in tongues. Far too compassionate for his own well being. Damnit, I cant fit anything bad in there about him. I've decided to write a book. Just for the hell of it. I'd buy my book. Maybe you would too. Kind of a Prozac Nation, Bell Jar-esque but with a suicide at the end. I only read Prozac Nation because I thought she died at the end, when really she didn't. It kind of ruined it for me. My little sisters friend was on the bus while I was high, and told her allll about it. I told her we were talking about Alyshia being high and she bought it. It's so cute. I'm lonely and mutilated. I need someone to save me. It's like, Maria is my savior but at the same time she is my pain. It would have been a year that we were going out November 4th... Thursday, but because she's 'scared' obveously we're not togehter. It breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what i'll never have... Let me tell you all, it hurts, being in love with your best friend.