last night was possibly one of the worst nights of my life. I thought it would be great, finally being allowed out or whatever, but it wasn't. Jen and I went to fairview to meet steph. Then we went to Jen's, so she could get ready. I should have known it was going to be bad when I forgot my wallet in Jen's mons car. She came back, Jenna and Michelle were late and Alyshia was waiting. The 211 took forever. They got their shit (cigarettes, booze, whatever) and then called steve for their acid. Steve wasn't there. Then they called the whole fucking neighborhood, and noone had any/or was there. Jen even called her DAD. Whatever. Then we went to Pointe ClaireVillage so my friends could get jelly beans. The fucking bus driver wouldn't let us on the fucking bus. He tried to charge us 10 bucks for four people. That is fucking insane. So we got off, yelling and bitching at the guy, and he started to drive away with Jennas bag. She ran after the bus, banging on it, and broke her fucking finger. Naturally everyone was in a bad mood, but then I found out that my mom had called Jennas mom. So I called my mom who wanted me to come home. And them some fucker came on to me. I don't even want to think about it. Anyways, right now i'm cold, sad, depressed, and lonely. A lethal dosage?