When your best friends four year old sister is getting more action then you, with a boy twice her age, you know there's a problem. Anyways, today was a long day. nothing much happened. I need a special friend or I may combust. Maria wrote me this sweet email, like she used to. Sarahs pissing me off with her pagan wannabeism. Reading books and playing ouiji don't make you pagan. I try but i'm too stupid so I tell people i'm interested in paganism. Then she made sport of it with my english teacher. Whata dumbness. Fuck. I am too easily irritated with too many things. It kind of makes me angry.