I found out she had a boyfriend. We went through a bit of shit for the past few days so that's where i've been. I saw her yesterday, and man do I love to kiss that girl. Fuck. She is seriously so pretty it makes me jealous, and it makes me wonder how she could feel anything close to the same for a whicked beast like I. I realized I have a tongue fetish. Like, horribly. Especially while pierced. It's so fucking hot. I would be attracted to a flamingo on stilts if it had a tongue ring. It's party time. I have 2 weeks to party out my pelvis. Minus two christmas days. Which is shit. I need weed. I need sex. I need I don't know But I need it.