Blah. So here's the deal folks, I went to the misfits last night. Everyone was cracked out, it was so great. Exept sarah... she got high and then she drank. You have to understand, she's never been fully drunk, she has an amazingly high tolerance. Besides all this I was under the influence of 1/2 of a bottle of (good)(red) wine a heiniken about 5 shots worth of jd. and some other stuff I can't remember. I'm normally a pretty sober kid, but as this was all consumed in the period of about a half hour.As you can imagine, I was feeling pretty okay. But sarah finally got drunk. And high. Let us call it, wasted. Mmyes. Anyways, shes a depressed drunk. She smashed open the bottle of JD while I was waiting in line and put the glass in her pocket. Then she used another piece to cut her arm open. When I came back I realized this and I freaked out. So did she. She was flaling at me yelling "Don't fucking touch me don't you dare fucking touch me Dana, I don't matter you don't matter only SHE matters" (she spoke of Lorraine, whom she is in love with. Lorraine is mad at her for being an attention whore and was afew people in front of us. so naturally this didn't help the situation.)... I started yelling and getting upset at her because of that. Eventually, some guy named D something helped me calm her down (I don't remember him I just remember a lot of fucking hugs) but then she went crazy again, cut open her arm the 'right' way. She had blood all over her hands, her face, and she was crying. To make a long story short, I had to hold her up while getting people I had just met to search her pockets. We finally got inside, and she just sat there and puked all over the place, and bled. I had to call her dad. You have to understand that I can handle puking, I just can't handle her trying to commit suicide at a misfits concert. He came and got her, and I missed the first half of the show holding her hair back and sitting on the side of the curb watching her puke. After that I drank another beer, smoked a 5 piece and consumed more nicotine in 1 sitting then I have in the last week. There was some good stuff too. But I can't really remember it. All im worried about now is if Sarah's okay and how mad Maria is. She's going to be so furious that I went to the misfits! I promised her I wouldn't but I ended up having to. And it's a good thing, because noone else did shit all about Sarah exept this girl I just met who was Leighs friend. AHHHHHHHHH. But thank you my new friends. Especially Suzanne. Her tattoo was hawt.