AH AH AHHHHHHHH AHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am in such a complex state of despair I fear I cannot fully explain my emotions with anything but a very high pitched yet monotinous AHHHHHHHHH. I fucking hate you, neutral! Today I woke up in a frenzied state of fucked-up. I'm sick, over depressed, and reading a book that doesn't help anything besides to express my emotions. I want someone to fucking lock me up. PLEASE. Or kill me. I promise, come and kill me, i'll leave a note saying thta it was my fault. I need a pill, I need a drug, I need something to kill the pain, I HURT SO MUCH. I'd rather sleep peacefully until the end of time than wake up tomorrow morning. SAVE ME