I am simply fifteen, and I feel in love. I have been taken down with the hardest shots, yet I still love her. It's not even a question. I am so hurt about what she has done, it's horrible. Exept when I was with her yesterday, everything felt so much more real and full of passion. It's horrible. I don't know if I want to get back with her while I feel so in loveyet so hurt, or let the hurt kind of blow over as much as possible and risk losing it all. I'm willing to put it all on the line, but if we break up again, i'll crack so horribly that noone will be able to put me back together. I want to believe that forever is a possibility. I'm such a fucking dreamer.