I'm supposed to be receiving a check for $3,715.00 from the insurance company of the man who rear-ended me. It's been 7 business days and I still haven't received it. The damage to my car isn't that bad but I'm actually depending on that check to buy a new bed and have a little extra cash left from what I'll actually be paying the auto repair man. I'll be moving into the new apartment in exactly 1 week and I'm freaking the fuck out. Growing up doesn't feel as great as I thought it would when I was 10 years old but what did I know then?

I just really wish I could erase memories from my mind and pick up where I left off, alone.