all alone...

i dont no wat to do i feel like i want to die or just run away or sumthing..i hate this i have been put on the spot my 2 of my closest friends n dont no wat to say..i dont want to loose them but then agian if i say im ok wiv everything that would be liyin n well yer...but then again i dont think i could ever really be friends wiv them agian..n that really hurts..im really sad so n i dont think i will be able to sleep 2nite..:(
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hayya ,i think we need 2 talk ...i know u dont want to but it will help... u have 2 understand im in a hard postion 2 because if i du go out wif shane (which i actually dont want to) i will be hated and if i dont then i wll be hated! i miss u kk plz just talk 2 me ...
luv shawnie