ohk well things were all gd on friday night,shawnie,jess n me went to the life center everyone was there shane,tazz,david,tom,cory,atm boi, josh,daniel, jay heapz of othas.....then dean asked me out i said no once again n he goes "y not i love u amber" n i said cause i dont want to go out wiv anyone (once again).shane got all upset cause shawnie was kinda do sumthing she shouldnt have been doin.but hey everyone does it:)then it was all gd but i walked away caause after tryin to help shane he didnt even say thankz or anything,so i was kinda pissed off at him.then yesterday we meet up cory n ton at the park n hung out wiv them.tom said that he still liked shawnie n she said she liked him, but she couldnt really say anything cause she was going out wiv shane,we ask shane david n tazz t cum meet us ,we said that tom wasnt there thou cause we knew they wouldnt cum otha wise,then they sent me a txt n said they couldnt cum cause they had beeter thigs to do.omg i was like so he doesnt have time to cum see hes gf,fuk him....so lata on shawnie rang him n kinda dumped him...i no i still like him but i mean thatr was really mean...n i am pissed off at him. then last night on msn i asked him if he was mad at me n he said yes...i was like wat did i do?i really dont no but he didnt asnwer...n im in class right now n he hasnt talked to me all day n i really hate it cause i feel bad n i dont even no fukin y!!!shawine is really upset too cause she still wants to be friends but he isnt talking to me or her...talk to u after skool shanwnie...love ya all amber xoxox ps. atleast tom cares about u