yay i got dean to met us near my house n he went n goy us piss..i dont no hu that works cause im 16 n hes 15 but maybe it cause he looks older then me..lol anywayz so then we walked ot livo n picked up chantel,we sat at hj's for a bit n got coke so we could put j/b in it..lol..so thats when i started to get pissed.when we got to the life center we sat on the grass n had the hole bottle of passion pop well me n jess had hald each noone else really had any,then about 30 mins after it kicked in n i like feel to the ground it was funny,n dean was like tryin to rape me..lol...nah not really..jess n shawnie went for a walk n like didnt come bak for ages they thay came bak n told us they went to bakers fuk nos y...hes a cunt i hate him..well not hate him but still.. i cant really remba much else but i no i got a txt n told chantel to txt bak oh yer it was from karston,then he rang n she was yelling at him n i was tryin to get it off her then dean took it and yelled at him cause he thout i was like going out wiv him or sumthing i have no idea wat happen n y chantel was yelling at him i dont think he even did anything wrong but oh well i will have to find out.. i didnt hook up wiv shane i no that cause i really wanted to n didnt cause he was all over courtney n mikalyer or wat ever her name is...not meazning to be a bitch but yer...he was the one hu said he wanted to hook up n stuff..i just went ago wiv it! omg i all most forgot i didnt no hu it was at first but scott was there from last year i was in hes class it was heapz gud.. oh yer i told dean not to ask me out cause i dont think i would really no wat i was sayin yes to..but i think he mite have n i dont no wat i said i think i should find out 2morrow...lol..i dont no if i want to say yes or no cause i like shane like heapz but i dont see the point in waiting any more cause i have liked him for ages n we seem to be a on n off kinda thing were we like each otha but nutten ever happens...n yer i love him n all but sumtimes its not that easy..n i do like dean just not all the time..kinda mean to say but he fukes me off..but i luv him..lol anywayz loves ya all amber xox ps.i really feel like a hug!!from anyone