Kk well I really need to write this down so I kinda understand wat im thinking..if ya get that,well on friday night we went to the life center n like there was heapz of pplz there,shane,tazz,david,atm boy, prithin, n heapz of otha pplz oh n dean…anyway we went into the bushes n started a lil fire cause it was cold,everyone was there even pplz we didn’t no.so anyway this is y I am writin cause….ok dean likes me n he says he would do anything to go out wiv me but I said I didn’t want a bf right now…really it cause I still like shane.but im kinda confused cause I have been thinking about dean the last couple of days n I don’t even like him that much….n I really like shane n hes always at like the bak of my head sumway or another..but I really like him like heapz oi cant say how much cause shawnie likes him n they r kinda goin out…I think it cause I kinda backed off n let them so that we could all be friends……but like I feel really wired around shane lately In I hate that cause I really wanna be friends…he kinda acts different around me too…. We where meant to meet dean at the shops on satday but he didn’t show ,then he rang n said he couldn’t.he asked as if we wanted to cum to a party at like 12am but I said no n he said sneak out….but the thing is we no wat we can get away wiv n when to stop so I said no I mean I wanted to go.I told him to look after shane n him self n not to do anything stupid ,so I hope they don’t.k well I think I will ring them later n see wat they r doin,shawnie I hope shane doesn’t hook up wiv anyone I don’t think he will..n I don’t really no about dean I don’t know if I care if he does or not..love ya all byezz…xoxox If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do