heyya hun.... i could die right now i just had a fight wiv shane n im really upset,it hurts so bad i read wat u wrote in ur diary, then he came online n i kinda blamed him for everything, n then he goes can i have that music site u go on at skool n i got really pissed of n said to fuk off n yer..then he went off line, so i feel really bad, anywayz getting bak to u..i love you n im sorry but i guess it cause i have been letting things go that i really wanted to say but didnt cause i didnt want to lose ur friendship, like how u said i was fine wiv u on friday n stuff then didnt talk to u all week at skool it just everything kinda hit me at once n yer it kinda hard to explan,but i hate seeing u n shane together it like hurt me heapz but i dont say anything cause ur my friend,n well it hurts when u talk about him all the time n i try not to talk about him much wiv u but it hard i talk to jess mostly about like everything,i love u jess.. kk n yer i love the way u r there for me most the time,sumtimes ur not in i feel like u just say stuff to shut me up or only think about ur self n dont want to lose u as a friend i love u heapz,im sure u feel the same way about everything n how i talk about him n u dotn like it right? sumtimes u wil go i love him right in front of me that really hurts but i dont say anything n just act like i didnt hear it when i did, u have so many good things to offer as a friend n u r there to talk to when i need to talk n i love how we can hang out n enjoy each otha,well i dont want to say anything else cause i no how i felt when i read wat u wrote about me n i cried so love alwayz amber xoxox