i didnt go to skool 2day cause i didnt get any sleep.i have been thinking heapz about everything..i talked to shane a lil while ago i think he hates me n i feel really bad now i dont think he wants to be friends any more.witch really sukz cause he like the best friend i eva had:( witch doesnt help cause i like him more then that but im trin not to think about that.i also talked to shawnie last night n she thinks i hate her but i dont she thinks i am tryin to make shane hater her too but i would never do anything like that i dont even no how she can say that but i guess she doesnt really no me that well we have only known each otha for a lil while.anywayz i have been tinkin more about leavin skool and it seems like a good idea but i still havent talked to mum about it..not that she can really say no cause she drop out when she was year 9.kk well i will write a bit more later......... kk well im kinda bord n have nutten to do im just waitin for jess n tyler to cum home from skool..i have just bein on msn tryin to fix up that space thing..it lookes pretty kool wel i think:)if any of u wanna add my msn it the_oc_15@hotmail.com i like talking to new pplz:)well i really want to go on friday but not sure if anyone want me there so i guess i will see wat happens.im kinda tried so i mite go lie down for a bit luv amba mwa xoxo...just remba that sum1 sumwhere loves ya n that dreams do cum true u just got to make them..sweet dreams...