so nutten new has happen really...troy came over yesterday when mum n dad went out...lol it was heapz funny cause they came home to get something n he had to hide..lol then they went bak out n came home agian..lol..so he went out the bak for a lil bit till they left..lol..then they went out for likr 4 hours..omg i would have been so dead if they found out.. i walked troy to the bus stop n waited wiv him till the bus came then left..when i got home he rang me n said he had one of the best days eva:)i was like aww...i told him to call me at like 10pm so we could talk cause it was new years eve n we werent doing anything so yer.. so he called at like 9 n said he wasnt gonna be able to call cause he was going to a party n yer i dont no i go to him done hook up wiv anyone..n he goes i wont! but for some reason i didnt really believe him.. i think i cause of everything that has happen wiv dean that i dont really trust him well not him all guys..witch is kinda sad.. a lil later he called agian n said that he wasnt gonna go cause he wanted to talk to me...but like 10mins later he said he was so yer i dont no ay..i felt really fuked off about it.. anywayz shane rang me,he was at kings park..anywayz we were taking n i was kinda pissed off n upset n for some reason he could tell n asked me wat was wrong but i said it was nutten...well then i did end up telling him..anywayz he goes i still like u i was like wtf u said the other night u didnt n we had this big fight cause of stuff that was said he goes yer i just said that...i was like wtf? he goes r u gonna break up wiv troy..i was like no he doesnt even no that im upset about anything! so yer he wants to go out wiv me but yer i dont no wat to do i think i love troy but now i dont no i mean i still like shane a bit..n i have for ages but i dont no..me n troy have only been goin out for a lil while n yer .... anywayz...me n jess had vodka c's last night n yer it was ok i guess but i would have liked to be out ay... omg i got a txt from chantel last night i think im gonna wirte an letter to her on my diary lol so she nos wat has been happening n stuff n babe if u read this u write me one to..kk so i no wat ya been up to loves ya heapz amber xox