friday...as we alwayz do we went to the life center...everyone was there corey,jay,baker,dean,shane,tazz,david,chantel, n othas....so i hate dean cause last week he told me that he loved me n al this otha shit n this friday we went 4 a walk n we went to kiss but i baked off,n like 20mins later he went n hooked up wiv shanes lil sis chantel...then i heard that they were goin out witch made me really pissed off...n i went n sat by my self 4 a bit....then i walk ova to see shawnie n jess i shawnie came up to me n i started to cry i dont really no y i think it cause he tld me all this stuff that he loved me n shit...witch i guess was all fukin crap...i think all he wants is a fuk or sumthing witch he not eva gonna get now or eva...well from me anywayz...so im kinda glad that i keeped sayin no... sat/day....well i didnt feel well n mum n dad had sum wine party thing so we had heapz of pplz ova our house,then