ok so i just read a comment chantel left me n i mite give this another chance. i havent been on here for so long n so much has changed. i just read my last entry omg it seems like it ages ago so much has happen. so lets so were to start.. well me n troy went out 4 a few days after everything happen it was kinda off n on. but in the end we just didnt work. me n chantel hooked up wit dean once agian but got into a fight wit hes gf even tho we didnt no he had a gf but oh well chantel is now friends wit her n i kinda am i guess dont really talk to her. me n chantel had a fight wit troy n dean no longer friends wit dean n well troy it always is changing. we have became friends wit most the pplz at hjs, simon,jess,steve n more. we found out that dean is getting married witch was odd. but he is just that kinda person he doesnt even no wat the word love means, or sorry for that matter. i al going out wit steve atm,after 3days it was gud but then he didnt talk to me n just really seemed like he didnt want to no me, n well troy was telling me how much he missed being wit me n how much he wants to go out wit me agian ,n well he was there n was saying all the right stuff so i hooked up wit him. i no wrong thing to do after everything i have been though i should no better. i just had my birthday on the 23 june, bad day, we had police here to dust for finger prints cause our house got broke into agian 4 times in 3 weeks. my nana broke her hip while at my house for cake, so then we had the ambo here.then i went out cause it was my bday n i really needed to get of of the house.it was ok i guess nutten really happen. 24 june i stayed at chantels n got piss for everyone, chantel had brake down.awww my poor lil girl. i love her so much i couldnt have gone though wat i have wit out her. :) i o her so much. troy told me how much he liked me n that he still loved me.i yelled at him n told my that he should treat me like a friend not like a toy. anywayz nutten else really to talk about me chantel n troy had fight last week cause he thourt i was gona buy piss n well i didnt.so he had a cry about it.so once again it was just me n chantel.troy told steve i hooked up wit him n at the time he didnt no we were going out other wise he wouldnt have done it. witch is fuked up cause he knew that night steve ashed me out.all he was trying to do was get him self out of the shit. anywayz thats about all.steve isnt really talking to me n well i had a cry the other night. i want tot talk to him better but like we mostly just txt n it fuks me off. comment me xxx