went to the life center again last night.well i think that i cant have everything gud at the same time cause when one thing is gud one thing isnt..ime n shawnie r talkin that a gud thing..then i talked to shane n well we r all gud now i think..but i just want to be friends cause that all i think he wants :) n i heard by a friend of deans that when me n dean were goin out that he cheated on me so i got really pissed off n upset..then who did we see dean..me n chantel ran behide a wall n then they walked of so we came bak to the othas jess,shawnie n tom then chanlet wanted a somke so we called him ova .. he said he had been lookin for me.. so we talked n yer he asked me if i still wanted him n i said i dont no..witch i didnt really no..cause i still like shane but ya no yer wateva...then then lata after me n shane had finshed talk eveyone said then thourt he was watchin us n that he heard us talkin..i tried to find him but i couldnt so i had to leave n i felt really bad..cause i wanted to give him a hug bye. i want to cal him or sumthing just to make sure he is ok but i dont no if he wants to talk to me or wateva so yer...well i g2g get ready for jess's party so byezz xox