Why the hell isn't crying or any synonym for it, in the mood thing?! Well anyway.. I'm an emotional train wreck.. Have been for the past couple of days.. I think I’m going to tell mom I need to talk to someone.. I’m finding myself crying for no reason really.. I’m not sure why, any little thing sets me off.. I’m extremely emotional and I hate it.. Since I hate crying in the first place.. I guess I’m a guy that way thinking of crying as a weakness. It's weak.. it's pointless, it doesn't accomplish anything.. besides giving me a headache.. I want someone to talk to but no one's online! Anyway.. there's more to write about this, but I'm not putting it here... --------------- My parents fail to fill me in on what exactly I'm expected to be doing, family outings and such.. So when I try to make plans (Like arranging a sleepover with my 'Sister', who I haven't seen in over 3 months..) They then tell me, "We're going to Bancroft this weekend to so Snowmobiling" and I get to stand there going "And when were you going to tell me this?" ----------- My 'Sister' is going to get her ears pierced! And since she is, and I've been thinking about getting my ears pierced again, I'm going to when she does! We've also decided that next year we're going to have a New Years Party so we're guaranteed to have a great time.. (Like this year! Not that going to the movies with Linds was bad, it just wasn't that great because the movie sucked) I can't wait for then!