We¡¯re never on the same page. If your thinking of the future, I¡¯m thinking of tomorrow or this week. When I¡¯m thinking of the future, you¡¯re thinking of tomorrow. And then you freak out. It¡¯s so annoying. I think of the future now more than ever, because all I¡¯m learning in sociology is about family structures, and what kind of one I want to be in. Maybe I should just revert to my old one, where I was a single parent and didn¡¯t care about anyone else other than me and my child. Maybe I should just shut up and not talk. Like you do at times, Maybe you should decide where you stand on this relationship. You change your mind every 2 weeks or so. Maybe consider not being exclusive, because then there are no plans, there is no future, there is no pressure. And then maybe you¡¯ll figure out what you want, how you want to be. I love you, but everything is always so messed. God dammit why am I writing this on V-Day. Man holidays suck. Haha but I already knew that. I¡¯ll deal with whatever your decision is. Just make up your mind. I¡¯m tired of wondering if tomorrow you¡¯re going to change your mind and say that we should end, and then go on about how it¡¯s us against the world forever. Figure it out. For me. Please. ¢¾ I love you, and you and I can make it through. Whether together forever, or not, exclusive or not. We both have it in us to make it through.