For some reason after leaving work, I've been in the sort of off mood. Where everything makes me want to just sit in the corner and cry.
I don't get it, I was happy before I left work. Maybe that was only fake, Since I have to appear to actually like my job. But then maybe I do, and that's the only time that I feel I'm actually doing something. I dunno, I think that's all crap.
My head is overloaded with thoughts, and I just want to give up. I'm too tired to do all of the things I want to and have to do.
I wish that for once my parents would understand that. But they never will.
They'll never understand me.
But then will anyone? I feel as if I'm so confused at times myself that even I don't understand me. So how can I expect my parents to, but then again they are my parents. Parents are supposed to understand their kids.
I don't know where this entry is going...
I think I'm just going to go to bed soon.
Fuck doing my homework. (Not that I do it anyways. Though I should)
Ugh Blah, writting this has somehow upset me, don't ask me how, because I just don't get it.
Later.
Ps. I just realised that when your write the F word, it's changed to freak on the home page. Haha I find that funny.. It still comes up as fuck on your entry though...
-Adam
-Adam
-Adam