So this morning I could have slept in, but my parents forgot that I didn't have to get up until noon, so they woke me up. So I sat around watching TV, because I couldn't fall back asleep. Cooked macaroni, had 10 minutes left to get to school for my Biology Exam. Made it there in a record of 3 minutes. The exam seemed easy.. After that I went home, and waited for my Aunt to come pick me up to go work out. While waiting, it turns out that the Insurance Company did phone back yesterday, but no one was home, and no one bothered to check the answering machine. So I have to wait yet another day... Ohh well I guess... Went and worked out, then went to Fashion Max, and bought some shirts. Yay. Then I came home. Boring. Where I got semi-bitched at. Then I ate, went online, left comments. Then was called upstairs to be bitched at about my cell... That was fun. I wasn't in too good of a mood already, saying as I'm annoyed that I still can't drive, and that my mom likes to ask me a question and as I'm responding she continues to talk, so I yell at her, then it ends with us arguing. So yeah, I'm sort of pissed. And I feel like seconds from tears for some reason. Maybe it's because of what this month symbolizes to me... I dunno. It's been on my mind a lot for the past 2 weeks. It seems it's all I think about, and it freaks me out, then makes me angry and upset. I just want to forget about it all. But I can't. The images haunt me, when I close my eyes, and my thoughts drown me while I'm attempting to fall asleep. Don't worry I'll be all right. I've survived this far right? I caught him watching me today. Yesterday too, I wonder if he remembers? He probably does. When I turned to check the time and saw him staring at me, I felt like yelling at him, or getting out of the class ASAP to run off and cry or something. Man am I glad that biology is over. Oh man, just writing all of this has caused me to start crying. Well I think I'm going to go upstairs and hang out in my room for the night, need me call me I guess. If not I guess I'll talk to you when I talk to you. Later, Meaghan