yes, i feel dirty..dirty in the most literal sense. i just got home from my field hockey game and it was raining and kind of muddy. i'd say we did well as a team. but, we only played 7 on 7 instead of the usual 11 on 11 which is a okay with me because without subs i would have died. anywho, about the title..its from you've got mail. yes, again..i know but it just came to me "do you ever feel that you have become the worst version of yourself?" sometimes i know i feel like that. universal feeling i'd say. well kids....the dogs are at it again i better go break em up...just a few quotes before i go. "Anything beautiful fades away, and anything ugly fades away, too. It almost hurts to love things, because they have to stop being that. And that's just the nature of life." -Conor Oberst I hope I dont sound too ungratefull well, history gave modern man a telephone to talk to strangers a machine gun and a camera lense -bright eyes- now i shoot, you run. C&C so believe you're who you are,and stay in character. but, at the end of the play, the audience walks away, and you'll be shivering cold..on a well lit stage. -BE-