i'm not going to lie...this will probably be just another random entry...i will not keep up with my writing in this. so much has changed in my life nad i need somewhere to track that for today. Patrick broke up with me in December--after almost 2 years of dating. whatever. over it now. Currently datig: david.things were going well for awhile but i feel like he's not fully in the relationship and i'm also really insecure in it...ithink it's important to also mention the fact that he broke up with me last weekend and then proceeded to win me back. i'm stupid. other than that, i've been working at beng a student teacher with mr. nigro's world history 2 class. today was my first actual interactive day. i feel like i did really well, but it seems that no one around me cares. fuck man. i've also been accepted to college and i'm about to graduate. life is happening and i'm really excited. now, if i could only figure out a way to be more content with the things that i am doing, i believe i'll finally be happy. it's a hard task, but i know i can do it if i set my goals and standards high. peace.