i wish i could just take a break from life. forget about everyone for a couple of days and sleep and sleep and sleep and think. it's getting to that point again and i don't like that feeling. everything is so messy and i feel like it kind of can't be fixed. i feel like a bad person a lot and well, obviously, that doesn't make me feel good. i know i'm lame and yadda yadda but whatev...i really just want to sleep and forget and start over.