patrick has decided to take a "break" from me. at first, i was more than a little sad, but urooj and brittaney came by to cheer me up. :) we talked about everything in our lives that's been going recently and in the past. this is good for me because i'm learning that more people than patrick care about me a lot and i care about a lot more people than patrick. i'm trying to think about the good, and not the bad. i feel that helps...i don't like thinking about the bad becuase all it does is bring me down. the end. peace.