well, it's been quite some time. my computer is finally back up to speed. i don't know what to write in here now..i don't really have anything to say. i'm leaving tomorrow so that should be exciting. i'd say this is an odd point in my life. i think i may be starting to grow up if you know what i mean. dont think dirty thoughts here im just saying that life is changing and i'm realizing it more now. people change. i've changed...but the world keeps spinning.on a happier note..my birthday is comming up.ha, kind of ironic. or just..not at all. okay time to go see what other people have been up to. take care