so, tomorrow was suposed to be lunch with my dad and mom, but my mom decided it was more important for her to go to work. so, i have to go with lisa and emma and my dad. i really wanted my mom there. then, i have to watch emma for like 4 hours. i'm scared for everything, and life in general. the other day, sunday to be exact, i cryed so hard i threw up...i hate that. it's pretty much the worst feeling ever.