i find it hard to update here anymore, or anywhere else for that matter. i mostly feel like keeping to myself these days. good or bad? i can't decide. anyhow, school is killing me and i stayed home sick from work today which is no good because i could really use the money. i'm about to watch the movie seven with patrick; i hear good things about it and i hope to be impressed. so few things impress me these days..everything seems to be lacking originality and creativity..even what i write and do. i think it's time for me to turn over a new leaf. i already started today by quitting. i'm happy.