why does the same shit always happen to me over and over again? you'd think i'd learn or change something. i'm really angry at myself and you and everything and blah...i hate when i have no words. i say that all the time, but it's true. i think sometimes i take too much for granted and sometimes don't put myself in others shoes to see how i would feel if i were them. what the fuck is up with everyone lately? can anyone be happy? i think i'm including myself here. i think everyone needs summer break to start or something. for real though, i wish we could all snap out of it.